Thursday, December 29, 2011

Alright, it's been so long since i touched this blog! haha.
my previous post on betting? haha, kinda got over with betting alrd though.
A's are over, Prom's over, Christmas's over, and it's gonna be 2012 in just a few
days time!

hmmm, slowly but surely getting back my physique and stamina and momentum
after the As. that's on the positive note. so i just read some forums online and the
university website and they consider GP and the content subjects in one sitting, except for
h1. i know i kinda screwed up my GP, its really bad. i hope i get a pass at least? at least E ?
im not asking much, i just wanna get a pass, at least be able to get into either IT or teaching
at the minimum. i just don't wanna let my parents down. they have such high hopes for me.
i just wanna do my duty as a son.

although im passing each day normally on the surface but deep down im so petrified about
results. to be honest, i don't wanna retake the exams again. i may seem selfish now, but
in my opinion, the amount of hard work that i painfully put in should at least get me a pass for GP. it's not fair, to screw up at the last moment, when all along you've been doing fine. Yes, such
things happen, but couldn't it happen at a more approriate time?

Please God, i know that i have sinned, but im only human. i make mistakes but i learn from them. You're the only one that i can turn to now. You give me hope, faith, and strength. I'm
hoping that everything will be smooth-sailing. I hope you can hear my prayer. I love u. Amen.

thoughts just run wild in your head when u have nth to do.
2011 was a meaningful and crazy year for me.

My new year resolution for 2012 :
Never ever to lose hope, faith and strength in myself,
and everybody including the special you. :)

- at 12:35 AM

Saturday, September 17, 2011

oh my, look at you boy, tearing up cash just like that...

as the saying goes, the 'ball is round'.. anything can happen,
just take a look at the results, underdogs do get their days too..
and when they do, they do it BIG.. guess i burned about $200+
alrd?? that alrd includes those that i won, and furthermore, when
i win, i just breakeven, so in other words,
i just 'tore up 20 $10 notes with a smile'.

haha, its kinda sad that it had to come to this stage before i realise that
anything that has an age restriction is really bad for u. it's true. Look at
smoking, look at pubs and clubs, look at gambling...
on the other hand, im glad that i finally realise that all this is bad at the
end of my teenage years. respoinsible gambling? bullshit. when u gamble,
there's no such thing as being responsible.

yes i agree gambling gives u the thrill but at this tender age am i really able
to keep up with this thrill by spending about 30-40 each week? like seriously?
just take a look at ur arsenal. just look at how pathetic it is now. so wasted.
you wanna get the thrill? wait till after the 'A's seriously. there are other sorts
of thrills which are non-costly and non-addictive. you can pursue a hobby or sth else.
u do not need to bet to enjoy football really. this $200 can be used to purchase
sth else that u deserve more!

gamble to get more money?? BULLSHIT!! i believe if u're meant to strike it,
whatever u shade in the betting slip will be accurate. haven't you proved it
to yourself alrd yet? isn't it so ironic that punters aren't accurate at all??
so here's the deal:

IM GONNA STOP BETTING/GAMBLING NOW UNTIL THE DAY THAT MY A LVL
OFFICIALLY ENDS (TO START ON 29/11/2011) . IF I BREAK MY PROMISE, IM NOT A MAN AND MY FUTURE WILL BE RUINED. I WILL NOT SPEND MONEY UNWISELY AND
WILL DO MY UTMOST BEST TO SAVE THEM. (p.s, this excludes the occasional big totos.)

oh and, better work hard son, it's really the end of the road, the last 10m/20m in the
100m race. 1 word: CHIONG!

;) hope to meet again at the end of the journey. good luck.

- at 11:09 PM